I'm turning 17 in the fall and I'm going to be a senior next year, and it's really starting to hit me that at this time next year, I won't be doing gymnastics or going to the gym every single day. I've been a gymnast my whole life and it's such a huge part of my identity and I'm not sure if I'm ready to let go of it yet. I realize I still have a full season left, but it goes by so fast and I'm worried I'm not gonna enjoy it because college/schoolwork will consume my life and brain 24/7. I just never thought this time would come and now it's here and I wish I could go back to Level 3 and do it all over again.