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sophgymnast
Awhile ago I posted a thread about my feelings on gymnastics at that time...I was thinking about quitting and didn't know how to tell my parents. I just don't feel the same about gym anymore. And plus, I have multiple injuries, meaning I can only do beam, bars and a little bit of vault. Floor was my favorite event. But anyways, I still mostly have those same feelings. But I don't really want to quit...I know I am making hardly any sense, but it' s hard to understand. I honestly don't like the gym club I'm going to. I don't get along that well with everyone in my training group. It's not that they are mean to me, and I am mean to them, we're nice to each other, it's just we don't "click". I've been at this club just a little bit over a year. I am a pretty shy person so I take a lot to get to know people. Anyways, I've been thinking a lot lately and I kind of want to go back to my old club that I was at before I moved to this one. I don't really even know why I left there in the first place..I think it was more of my parents decision than mine. I just went along with it. I personally think I got better coaching there, and I got along with the girls. But there's totally different girls there now. I know some of them. I recently saw and talked to my old coach from that club at the grocery store. She misses me a lot and I think she was dropping some hints for me to come back, even though she didn't say to come back ("There's been a lot of improvements, and there's a lot of girls now!"). Problem? I don't know how to bring up going back to that gym to my parents. And I'm the type of person who cares what people think - Bad, I know, but that's just me. So I don't want the people at the club I'm at right now to judge me and talk bad about me. One of my best friends who is in the other group is at the club I'm at right now, and I know she'd probably be hurt if I went back, and maybe she wouldn't even talk to me again. (I'm a worry wart too )
I want to do this to see if I can get my love for gymnastics back. I know it's in there somewhere inside of me. I need to see if it's the actual sport that I am starting to dislike, or if it's the gymnastics club. And if it's the actual sport, then I might just try something new like cheerleading.. So sorry for this being so long, I never intended it to be. Thanks in advance.
I want to do this to see if I can get my love for gymnastics back. I know it's in there somewhere inside of me. I need to see if it's the actual sport that I am starting to dislike, or if it's the gymnastics club. And if it's the actual sport, then I might just try something new like cheerleading.. So sorry for this being so long, I never intended it to be. Thanks in advance.