I've competed a bhs on beam for a season and a half, and I'm still not confident in it. I don't think it's really a fear; I just really don't like doing them on the high beam. I have hurt myself pretty badly doing them twice (torn ligament in ankle and twisted knee), and it's always the last skill I get back after an injury. I do use visualization and cue words; sometimes that helps, sometimes it doesn't. Sometimes I will get semi-confident in it but then a few months later for no reason I find myself hating handsprings again. What can I do to finally get confidence in this skill?